Journal Entry #12

Hey Diary, 

Sorry I haven't written in a while. School's been, like, super intense lately, and I've been buried under a mountain of textbooks and assignments. But I'm back now, ready to spill all the tea!

Lily and I have been hanging out a ton lately, which has been, like, the highlight of my life. She's, like, my partner in crime, you know? We've been doing all sorts of fun stuff together, from binge-watching cheesy rom-coms to experimenting with crazy new hairstyles. It's been, like, the best time ever! 

But despite all the fun we've been having, there's this nagging feeling in the back of my mind whenever I'm with Lily. Like, I can't shake the thought that maybe she's keeping things from me. That’s when, today, she dropped a bombshell on me. She got a part in this commercial audition, and I couldn't help feeling a twinge of jealousy.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm totally happy for her and everything. But it's hard not to compare myself to her and wonder why I haven't gotten any gigs yet. And then I started thinking, like, did she keep this audition a secret from me on purpose? I didn’t even hear about it until she already had the part. Is our friendship not as tight as I thought?

Ugh, I know it's silly to get all worked up over this stuff, but emotions are weird. One minute, you're besties with someone, and the next, you're questioning everything. I just hope I'm not overreacting and that Lily didn't mean to make me feel left out.

Anyway, I'll try to squash these jealous vibes and be the supportive friend she needs. After all, that's what friendship's all about, right?

Til next time, diary!

 Wawchan